Henry Nearly Killed Me (It's A Shame)

“I am the resound in this empty hallway.”
“The memory of your laughter fading into my solace”
“I am the backlash of all your inexplicable reasons”
“The creation in which you saw fit”

When will bad photographs of myself stop making me cry? I should be more confident than this. I know I’m way better looking now than I was seven years ago. I wish I could delete my adolescent years from my Aunt’s hard drive. I forgot how shallow and judgemental I am when it comes to myself. I was doing so well for the passed year.

I ripped open that scar you loved to caress so much. You know the one on my inner thigh. I guess I thought about you too hard tonight. Little trickles of red regret slide down milky doubt. I clean it up before I break wide open and reveal this side of you I never could let go.

I haven’t touched my guitar all day.

I think we’re fighting.

Why won’t you just sound good, damnit?

I just wrote the first part of my first song :)

It involves a G chord, A minor chord, and an E chord.

My fingers are too slow to transition smoothly between them, but I’m getting there.

:) Fantastic, guys!

And someone new is following me, :) Hello there! Nice of you to do so.

My bestie Jason turned 20 today. Around 5am actually. It was fun spending the many hours at his house in celebration of his birth. He’s old but not. He is at the mere tip of adulthood. He’ll make plenty mistakes and accomplish much.

I can’t help but think of Britney’s “HUH??” whenever I don’t clearly understand something he says.

This is the best kind of friendship love.

Happy Birthday Jason!

I miss him too much tonight.

I really thought dreams of him were over.